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GAWD. I've been out of it.

QUESTION MEME so I can figure out where my characters are at.

That's Cheshire/Kyou and Ace/Jinx/Kaito

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GIVE ME THE BASIC RUNDOWN OF CHESHIRE

SINCE I DON'T KNOW HIM THAT WELL

YOU MEAN CANON-WISE OR IN DECO-WISE?

DECOWISEEEE

KYOU IS THE TEAM TINY OF CANARY. BY WHICH I MEAN, THE SABRA DEFINITION OF "THIS KID IS THE WEAKEST ONE AND MAN IDK WHAT'LL HAPPEN TO CERTAIN MEMBERS IF HE'S KILLED OR MAIMED" SO HE'S OFTEN LEFT OUT OF A LOT OF THINGS, EXCEPT HE TENDS TO PLAY HARD IN GAMES BECAUSE THERE WAS THIS ONE GAME THAT REALLY FUCKED CANARY OVER (5 TEAMS CUTTING THEIR STRINGS WHEN IT TOOK 6 TO DROP THEM INTO A PIT OF SPIKES IN THE FIRST ROUND). EXCEPT THERE USED TO BE A LOT OF IN-FIGHTING FROM HOW HARD HE WOULD PLAY BUT THAT SEEMS TO HAVE FIXED ITSELF.

MOSTLY, HE'S ACTUALLY NOT AS ANGRY AS HE IS IN CANON--THIS IS MOSTLY BECAUSE WHILE HE IS ACTUALLY A WALKING SUICIDE-BOMB (I.E. GOSH THIS PLACE SUCKS SO MUCH, WHAT AM I EVEN DOING HERE, WHAT'S THE POINT, I'M MAKING MYSELF INTO A MONSTER, HOW CAN I GO BACK HOME AFTER THIS?!) HE DOESN'T REMEMBER THINGS LIKE OH... MOTHER SUICIDE AND NOT SAVING KYOUKO, WHICH ARE THE BIGGEST THINGS THAT BROKE HIM SO HARD IN CANON THAT THE ONLY WAY HE COULD FUNCTION FOR A TIME WAS TO BE ANGRY ALL THE TIME.

BEYYYOOOND ALL OF THIS, KYOU HAS LIKE... A THING WITH MARCH WHICH IS A WEIRD SORT OF UNDERSTANDING AND A WANT TO HELP MARCH STOP BEING... WELL. MURDER-MARCH ALL THE TIME. EXCEPT HIS TEAM AND CELESTE CONTINUE TO HAVE ISSUES SO KYOU'S HAD TO LEARN HOW TO BACK DOWN FROM EVER TRYING TO EVEN SOUND RELATIVELY SYMPATHETIC TO MARCH'S SITUATION, EVEN THOUGH HE GETS IT. IN A WAY. THE WHOLE "IF EVERYONE SEES YOU AS TERRIBLE CLEARLY THAT HAS TO BE THE CASE THING". HE'S ACTUALLY BEEN DOING DECENTLY AT AVOIDING MARCH LATELY--EXCEPT THEN AMNESIA WEEK HAPPENED AND WHILE HE WAS STUCK WITH A PORTRAIT, HIS AMNESIAC'D TEAMMATES MADE NICE WITH CELESTE. H-HAHA............

MOOOOOSTLY, KYOU FEELS ALL BUT USELESS IN CANARY. HE HAS NO IDEA WHAT HIS ROLE IS CURRENTLY! EXCEPT, YOU KNOW, TO BE PARTNERED UP WITH DUCHESS BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE WANTS TO DEAL WITH HER? AND FRANKLY, HE'S JUST GOING ALONG WITH IT BECAUSE HE'S TIRED OF FIGHTING AND HE FEELS BAD FOR DUCHESS, TOO. 8( IT'S A VERY AWKWARD TIME... BUT YEAH, MOSTLY, HE'S SEEING HIS TEAMMATES PARTNERING UP AND GOING OUT AND HE'S BEING TOLD TO STAY WITH DUCHESS (THE ONE MOST OF THEM HAVE DEEMED "CRAZY" AND "UNMANAGEABLE" TO SOME DEGREE (THOUGH KYOU NEVER REALLY HAS A PROBLEM WITH HER...???)) AND NOT GO OUTSIDE WITHOUT SUPERVISION BECAUSE HE'S TECHNICALLY THE WEAKEST ONE AND REFUSES TO USE THEIR PATRON'S POWERS EXCEPT MAYBE TO NEGATE HIS TEAMMATES' IF THEY GO OVERBOARD. SO IT... IT'S A BIT ON THE SIDE OF "OH, THIS IS A FAMILIAR FEELING" OF BEING ON OUTSIDE OF THE INSIDE SORT OF THING.

THE COMING BACK TO AMNESIAC TEAMMATES DID NOT HELP THAT SENSATION.

So how's Yukari doing?

SHOULD I ANSWER IN ALL CAPS

But i don't want to so pretend that this is caps. anyway YUKARI IS DOING... REALLY WELL????? First of all she integrated super nicely with Copper Rose, which is honestly mostly Ticky's fault. The thing about Yukari is that she is really strongly shaped by her experiences, so when you take away her memories she's quite different. She has a lot more weaknesses than regular Yukari, the biggest being that she totally doesn't understand people. Basically Yukari never has any intuitive sense of how people work, she just seems to because her experience with people is SO FUCKING HUGE and her ability to recognize patterns is EX rank, so she basically is just able to sort of calculate what people are going to do. She actually has very low intuition (which is a thing that comes into play in canon at some point blah blah blah ANYWAY) and so without experience she is very lost?

But Copper Rose is pretty good about balancing her out. She has Ticky to tell her how the fuck people work and now she has Kengo to sort of serve as a morality balance, and then Gil she mostly uses as an outlet for her various crazy feelings because he has pretty much infinite capacity for being abused. And she recognizes that they are actually useful balances so she is like, cool, these will be my things. So now they are her things.

Anyway up until recently she has just been like, trying really hard to win without really thinking about/caring about what she would wish for? But recently she got a pretty big shock when she got 1) her memory of being in love with Yuyuko and 2) immediately afterwards her memory of Yuyuko committing suicide, which is the worst moment of her life. So that was a big shock to her and she's having something of a major existential crisis along the lines of "does the universe even deserve to exist or does it suck so much that it should just go away." And she's kind of considering that her wish might just be DESTROY EVERYTHING. The idea kind of appeals to her, because as a youkai she does have natural destructive urges. Regular Yukari sort of specifically overcame that destructive nature to become a more creative force, but amnesia!Yukari isn't there yet, although as she regains memories she will probably move in that direction eventually. I think for now she might be on kind of a dark swing for a bit. She tried to convince Gil to commit suicide with her and in general now she's very morbid.

IF YOU COULD MAKE ME APP ANYONE ANYWHERE, WHO AND WHAT GAME?

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