KYOU IS THE TEAM TINY OF CANARY. BY WHICH I MEAN, THE SABRA DEFINITION OF "THIS KID IS THE WEAKEST ONE AND MAN IDK WHAT'LL HAPPEN TO CERTAIN MEMBERS IF HE'S KILLED OR MAIMED" SO HE'S OFTEN LEFT OUT OF A LOT OF THINGS, EXCEPT HE TENDS TO PLAY HARD IN GAMES BECAUSE THERE WAS THIS ONE GAME THAT REALLY FUCKED CANARY OVER (5 TEAMS CUTTING THEIR STRINGS WHEN IT TOOK 6 TO DROP THEM INTO A PIT OF SPIKES IN THE FIRST ROUND). EXCEPT THERE USED TO BE A LOT OF IN-FIGHTING FROM HOW HARD HE WOULD PLAY BUT THAT SEEMS TO HAVE FIXED ITSELF.
MOSTLY, HE'S ACTUALLY NOT AS ANGRY AS HE IS IN CANON--THIS IS MOSTLY BECAUSE WHILE HE IS ACTUALLY A WALKING SUICIDE-BOMB (I.E. GOSH THIS PLACE SUCKS SO MUCH, WHAT AM I EVEN DOING HERE, WHAT'S THE POINT, I'M MAKING MYSELF INTO A MONSTER, HOW CAN I GO BACK HOME AFTER THIS?!) HE DOESN'T REMEMBER THINGS LIKE OH... MOTHER SUICIDE AND NOT SAVING KYOUKO, WHICH ARE THE BIGGEST THINGS THAT BROKE HIM SO HARD IN CANON THAT THE ONLY WAY HE COULD FUNCTION FOR A TIME WAS TO BE ANGRY ALL THE TIME.
BEYYYOOOND ALL OF THIS, KYOU HAS LIKE... A THING WITH MARCH WHICH IS A WEIRD SORT OF UNDERSTANDING AND A WANT TO HELP MARCH STOP BEING... WELL. MURDER-MARCH ALL THE TIME. EXCEPT HIS TEAM AND CELESTE CONTINUE TO HAVE ISSUES SO KYOU'S HAD TO LEARN HOW TO BACK DOWN FROM EVER TRYING TO EVEN SOUND RELATIVELY SYMPATHETIC TO MARCH'S SITUATION, EVEN THOUGH HE GETS IT. IN A WAY. THE WHOLE "IF EVERYONE SEES YOU AS TERRIBLE CLEARLY THAT HAS TO BE THE CASE THING". HE'S ACTUALLY BEEN DOING DECENTLY AT AVOIDING MARCH LATELY--EXCEPT THEN AMNESIA WEEK HAPPENED AND WHILE HE WAS STUCK WITH A PORTRAIT, HIS AMNESIAC'D TEAMMATES MADE NICE WITH CELESTE. H-HAHA............
MOOOOOSTLY, KYOU FEELS ALL BUT USELESS IN CANARY. HE HAS NO IDEA WHAT HIS ROLE IS CURRENTLY! EXCEPT, YOU KNOW, TO BE PARTNERED UP WITH DUCHESS BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE WANTS TO DEAL WITH HER? AND FRANKLY, HE'S JUST GOING ALONG WITH IT BECAUSE HE'S TIRED OF FIGHTING AND HE FEELS BAD FOR DUCHESS, TOO. 8( IT'S A VERY AWKWARD TIME... BUT YEAH, MOSTLY, HE'S SEEING HIS TEAMMATES PARTNERING UP AND GOING OUT AND HE'S BEING TOLD TO STAY WITH DUCHESS (THE ONE MOST OF THEM HAVE DEEMED "CRAZY" AND "UNMANAGEABLE" TO SOME DEGREE (THOUGH KYOU NEVER REALLY HAS A PROBLEM WITH HER...???)) AND NOT GO OUTSIDE WITHOUT SUPERVISION BECAUSE HE'S TECHNICALLY THE WEAKEST ONE AND REFUSES TO USE THEIR PATRON'S POWERS EXCEPT MAYBE TO NEGATE HIS TEAMMATES' IF THEY GO OVERBOARD. SO IT... IT'S A BIT ON THE SIDE OF "OH, THIS IS A FAMILIAR FEELING" OF BEING ON OUTSIDE OF THE INSIDE SORT OF THING.
THE COMING BACK TO AMNESIAC TEAMMATES DID NOT HELP THAT SENSATION.
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MOSTLY, HE'S ACTUALLY NOT AS ANGRY AS HE IS IN CANON--THIS IS MOSTLY BECAUSE WHILE HE IS ACTUALLY A WALKING SUICIDE-BOMB (I.E. GOSH THIS PLACE SUCKS SO MUCH, WHAT AM I EVEN DOING HERE, WHAT'S THE POINT, I'M MAKING MYSELF INTO A MONSTER, HOW CAN I GO BACK HOME AFTER THIS?!) HE DOESN'T REMEMBER THINGS LIKE OH... MOTHER SUICIDE AND NOT SAVING KYOUKO, WHICH ARE THE BIGGEST THINGS THAT BROKE HIM SO HARD IN CANON THAT THE ONLY WAY HE COULD FUNCTION FOR A TIME WAS TO BE ANGRY ALL THE TIME.
BEYYYOOOND ALL OF THIS, KYOU HAS LIKE... A THING WITH MARCH WHICH IS A WEIRD SORT OF UNDERSTANDING AND A WANT TO HELP MARCH STOP BEING... WELL. MURDER-MARCH ALL THE TIME. EXCEPT HIS TEAM AND CELESTE CONTINUE TO HAVE ISSUES SO KYOU'S HAD TO LEARN HOW TO BACK DOWN FROM EVER TRYING TO EVEN SOUND RELATIVELY SYMPATHETIC TO MARCH'S SITUATION, EVEN THOUGH HE GETS IT. IN A WAY. THE WHOLE "IF EVERYONE SEES YOU AS TERRIBLE CLEARLY THAT HAS TO BE THE CASE THING". HE'S ACTUALLY BEEN DOING DECENTLY AT AVOIDING MARCH LATELY--EXCEPT THEN AMNESIA WEEK HAPPENED AND WHILE HE WAS STUCK WITH A PORTRAIT, HIS AMNESIAC'D TEAMMATES MADE NICE WITH CELESTE. H-HAHA............
MOOOOOSTLY, KYOU FEELS ALL BUT USELESS IN CANARY. HE HAS NO IDEA WHAT HIS ROLE IS CURRENTLY! EXCEPT, YOU KNOW, TO BE PARTNERED UP WITH DUCHESS BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE WANTS TO DEAL WITH HER? AND FRANKLY, HE'S JUST GOING ALONG WITH IT BECAUSE HE'S TIRED OF FIGHTING AND HE FEELS BAD FOR DUCHESS, TOO. 8( IT'S A VERY AWKWARD TIME... BUT YEAH, MOSTLY, HE'S SEEING HIS TEAMMATES PARTNERING UP AND GOING OUT AND HE'S BEING TOLD TO STAY WITH DUCHESS (THE ONE MOST OF THEM HAVE DEEMED "CRAZY" AND "UNMANAGEABLE" TO SOME DEGREE (THOUGH KYOU NEVER REALLY HAS A PROBLEM WITH HER...???)) AND NOT GO OUTSIDE WITHOUT SUPERVISION BECAUSE HE'S TECHNICALLY THE WEAKEST ONE AND REFUSES TO USE THEIR PATRON'S POWERS EXCEPT MAYBE TO NEGATE HIS TEAMMATES' IF THEY GO OVERBOARD. SO IT... IT'S A BIT ON THE SIDE OF "OH, THIS IS A FAMILIAR FEELING" OF BEING ON OUTSIDE OF THE INSIDE SORT OF THING.
THE COMING BACK TO AMNESIAC TEAMMATES DID NOT HELP THAT SENSATION.
So how's Yukari doing?